One Of Them Posts (like my first post!)

I haven't been on my blogging game since thursday. It's shocking! Well, I have been at my dads just chillin giving my self some time off my laptop, so I have missed a shit load of hot news, songs, design work etc. The only news I have heard is that Michael Jackson passed away. I heard this on thursday night on my mates facebook status. So I will remember that for a long time. Its them kind of events where you have to think where you are at that moment when you hear shocking news. Like when the Twin Towers fell. It is such ashame about his death as he was still young in perspective of our grandparents. He was 50 years old. Not good. His music got overshadowed by his recent ordeal about everything. He was a genius. Really he was.

Any way we need to move on about this tradgedy and we need to focus on the positives, like my post on a website!!! Yaaaaaay! It does a load of good for my ego seeing my work being put out in front of thousands of people! Its very good. Tomorrow I am attending this journalism seminar. Hope it will be interesting. I don't know what this entices but hopefully it will give me a huge help.

This blogging thing is something I have found out I really enjoy. I find it a bit wierd to enjoy so much, but I find it as an escape route for myself. It is one of them things where you have to do to enjoy it. I was preety stoked when I have just started writing. I just needed to start back on this. I feel kind of a bit shy when someone talks to me about it though really, like a bit embarrased of what people might think, but maybe when I leave sixth form I might not think what they think of me! Seriously I know I shouldn't give a toss, but somehow I do.

My mum told my next door neighbour about one of my blog posts going on Salacious Sound and it sort of puts things in to perspective for me because I have a bit of talent, I feel like I can be succesful but I know I need to put my own efforts in. For me to win a business competition, become a managing director of my company makes me feel succesful already. Maybe its just my thoughts of being succesful, is driving me to think to much, and maybe I just need to do what I need to do straight up.

This whole kind of moment makes me feel a bit of a fake person, like all this ain't me. If you seen me you wouldn't think I write this blog! I am just a village lad, who is very likeable, get humbled by a lot of things, and appreciates a lot.

I feel like I need to just live a little and get more life experience.

I feel like I am rabbling on here! This feels like I should have a little scene on The Hills. I know I need to step up a bit and stand up to my responsibilies and have to face the facts. So maybe this blogging thing is going to slow down a tad, as I was doing 15 posts a day, so now I might just do one or two detailed posts.

Hope my whole blogging game kicks off. Get me in "The Guardian" or something!

Lets make me get viewed and heard.